Reading other people’s blogs is not helping. I see all these people that are busy designing, taking beautiful photos, baking, cooking fabulous meals, renovating, painting, scrapping, learning, writing, basically just creating and I feel like I am doing nothing!
I think I am beginning to miss my art classes. But here is my dilemma, I am not sure if I actually want to go back. Not because I didn’t enjoy it or anything like that, but it would spend away from Baby OL. More time away!
I already work 8 hours a day so not seeing her in the evenings would be bad. Also I want to start sea swimming again. So I need to decide, sea swim or art?
They grow so fast that I don’t want to look back and realise that I have missed so much. I already run, although at least that is in the mornings, usually before she wakes up. Urgh!!! I suppose drawing and painting is something that I could do while she is asleep, but then when would I spend time with Mr OL? Can somebody please just give me an extra day on the weekend!